lIFe's eVEry LIttlE PrOMiseS

2010-04-07T14:17:00.002+08:00

In a blink of an eye, the holidays are going to be over, but nevertheless , long holidays are just super boring, working, going out . but with the exception of the chalet and class outing and going out with Benben! haha.

16th! jamming can't wait i might think of putting class outing on 16 so since we are prawning at night morning jamming. hmmm sounds good, will see how.

Went out with Benben ytd, had sakae sushi ate until i sat there and literally bloated to death. Omg i didn't die but still, it was bad but the food's good the bloating was bad. Then saw the godiva matcha white chocolate, 9 dollars wanted to drink but she pulled me away, heng saved 9 bucks, then went to starbucks got a venti java chip cost me 7.80 still better then 9 dollar.

Dotaed with willy omg owned them until they mei you mao* WTF!

Anyways will be going for that new york new york challenge to eat that freaking big burger haha going to take the top place! see how lah later stuff to death again.

*Mei you mao - No Hair.

BACK!

2010-04-03T15:54:00.003+08:00

Ok its been donkey years since i updated this but yea now i am going to update my blog!

Had class chalet over the past few days and, man i want to go back to class chalet and stay there for the rest of my life! Had lots of activities and fun! climbed to the roof to see the stars late at night! hoyeah! Majong,tai di, blackjack, what have you. swimming at 12 woah water damn cold!!! Cooked for class! then eat together like reunion dinner like that LOL! Water bomb was fun, mummy game was fun haha can't wait for next class chalet!

2009-06-30T03:20:00.008+08:00

I LOVE LIFE.

The blog's kind of dead so just keeping it from fading from existence.

This ones kind of funny.
life isn't really full of fun,
not even the least relaxing,
but life's love-able because the peepole around you make it so.

Enjoy life the way you have it the way you want it =P

bah. the photo ain't coming up...

2009-04-02T20:49:00.002+08:00

When the time is right.
what a good thing to mention .
it happened like a breeze,
i hope it will stay this way forever,
you and me,
counting the infinite stars in the sky,
breaking dawn.
like a faded glow waiting to be discovered again,
light beckons,
and i wade through the muddied waters,
you're like a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
ever so close yet so far,
nevertheless.
i will be waiting till all reduces to dust,
whispering to me the sound of your sweetness.
valuable as you are,
vulnerable as you can be.
stand for you forever i will,
love you forever i must,
stand in no shadows of the past.

ps. iloveyou =D

2009-03-04T10:14:00.007+08:00

The golden Globe.?

time to make a little lists on the stuff i want this year haha
1) you! (you know who i am referring to)
2) get into tp dragon boating!
3) become skinner and more mascular hehe.
4) get 3.9 gpa for first sem!
5) look forward to life and be happy about the things in it.
6) run into a crowd of indians in little india, punch one and run away
7) eat something new! like dog meat or stuff?
8) hopefully i can reconcile with bros and sis.
9) grab a new wow acc so i don't get logged out when parental lock is active
10) control spending so i can keep my promise and bring someone to france.
11) cut down on drinking.
12) get a lip piercing.
13) cycle down a flight of stairs and breakneck speed
14) get a little tattoo probably at my ass.
15) egg shower at cars ontop of a overhead bridge!
16) FORM A BAND, and perform. hehe
17) always be there for someone whether she knows it or not.
18) top the class each sem!
19) become captain of dragon boat team?? hopefully
20) get out of singapore.

its been a long while since i've seen you. i hope you're doing fine. i know i can't force this onto you but we really gotta talk. you've gave me the happiest moments in my life and the saddest ones. all i ever need again is one chance and only you can give it to me. but hopefully you don't piss me off again i don't know if sorry will work again if that happens.

ying. you mean everything to me this life. don't make it difficult for me to move on anymore.

forbbiden to remember, difficult to forget.

2009-02-11T13:41:00.001+08:00

lol ok i am looking to form a band....
anyone or anybody from TP??? i can only sing so need bassist guitars and drummer , keyboardist would be good. lol just leave a tag if you guys are interested? hehes

2009-02-11T13:10:00.006+08:00

stupid mundane life... haisss.... got time to post today cause not working. is all that we've loved and cherish going to end here? hear this people i am not going to give a damn like all of you done before. i have come to know and learn that life is a very cruel thing and that we all have to think before we act. SCREW it man! if you guys wanna like piss me off or something then do it at one go its not like you guys have a schedule?

11 Feb 2009
going to tell joel that i am going to throw away his presents, period.

12 Feb 2009
i am going to make sure joel regrets that he F'ed druga on his blog.

13 Feb 2009
i am going to make joel feel sorry for telling me i am always wrong.

14 Feb 2009
valentine's day is coming and i am going to dine at sushi tei with him to piss joel off.

15 Feb 2009
i am going to make sure that i keep on disturbing joel when hes working.

16 Feb 2009
i can't think of anything else maybe it should be my turn to F joel on my own blog.

LOL! wad a joke, i got a good laugh typing this out. Laughs laughs.

like i said time and time again and on all blogs theres this red squarish x button?

you guys know what to do =D , JUST DO IT!!!

Just a note.
Don't do onto others what you don't want
others to do onto you. period,
love is a different
thing altogether.

2009-02-07T08:25:00.003+08:00

hey all, been awhile since i blogged. anyway not really much stuff to blog about these days just know that i will be going in T33 Chemical Engineering in Temasek Poly. my outlook of the appeal i have made is not very good so i might have to wave goodbye to aviation. anyways, its fine my science is better tho haha. oh yes i just got myself a 2000 pieces jigsaw puzzle hahas will upload pics once i am done with it.

Dear girl, if you read this post just know that i am not avoididng you just that i don't think i will be able to even relish the thought of that happening.

And one more thing, girl, we belong together.

2009-01-13T11:32:00.007+08:00

Ah seems like i write anything also cannot de just leave it blank better! hahas

2008-12-19T01:38:00.003+08:00

Christmas is around the corner man! haha damn if there was anyone who would be giving me a present theres nothing else better than a patch up or something. merry christmas all! its a pity no one bothered to organise christmas parties...

this song is for all those people out ther who has just lost somebody they love its i miss you by avril lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

sister's coming back soon till then i better organise a reunion too busy working anyway haha ok its uber late now, better go to sleep

2008-12-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

Long gone are the days of wearing the tablecloths peeps hahas haven'y been posting for a long long time hmmms i shall start by sating this holiday has been both sad and happy. Happy cause no need study and got my brothers and sister with me more often. Maybe its a sacrfice but then i lost another one dear to me. Nvm i hope one day she will accept me again. Every month since i started this blog i have never forgot to mention our anni but now i don't have to anymore but i still don't like it. hope you read this. And try understand how the hell i felt. Prom night was soooooooo fun =D all the pretty girls and handsome boys =)

oh oh gotta job at sushi tei haha hope it works out well. Maybe i get get some things off my mind when i start working. but not everything tho. when i have the time i will update more =) ok gtg

2008-10-29T10:34:00.001+08:00

nothing interesting has happened in my life during the study break, worse still i just got ditched.

life is F***ing cruel. don't even want to give me a freaking chance.

fine. so now i try again, will i even get that second chance?

hais. last few papers guys sprint for it!

2008-10-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

PRE-ordered!!! ------------ WOTLK (Wrath of the lich king) expansion!!!

yeah!!! good gaming days ahead!

2008-10-21T21:44:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!! lols hahas

got no pressie this year but thanks mom and aunt =)

hahas brothers and sisters and

ling!!!

weEeeeeeeeeEEEeeeeeeeee

i am celebrating birthday in front of the comp

2008-10-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

okok super newest post for all, cause today is the last day before study break officially start and i am starting to miss 4G'08 hais don't know why but ya.
pics::

Look at our class!!! hahas

ok went out on friday to vivo to study!!! gagas with pei qi jie xin and joshua!!!
and saturday too!!

oh yea its now officially 1year and 1 month!!! last 27 of september!!! muacks love you lots ling =)
ok now its super late i think i will stop here bye guys !!

heres one for all the 'o' level peeps
The FINAL lap is near make it or break it. GOOD LUCK ALL!!!

2008-09-11T21:07:00.016+08:00

today is an eventful day just like any other day =)
but the best thing is that its going to be friday and the weekends soon
after a week's of studies i will get to play some computer over the weekend =)
yay!!!

hohos i ate subway twice this week =X wah now i am drained....

yesterday i studied with joshua pei qi jie xin boon how shi ying stuart wilson ans kimberly lols
had lots of fun hahas there was this jc guy keep playing with his hair then jie xin go disturb him hahas he looked very purturb-ed hahas

monday mr arasu gave me tobelrone hahas yay!!!
for big improvement in my SS

hohos neways monday was samuel's birthday lols and i got a heck lot of pics to put too =) and describe it as we go along hohos
WARNING: the pictures below depicts scenes of animal abuse PLEASE!!! do not try this at home

New sports!! turtle wrestling!!!!

"i am telling you!!! i am NOT moving"

"sorry samuel, but WE DON"T CARE!!!"

Still resisting?? bet you can't!!!

"Haha i got to the ground!!! you guys can't move me!!!"

"sorry hor, no parkay..."

i always tot animals were quite difficult catches.

samuel proved me wrong.

Training to be FARMERS....

Before i got pillared.

the PROCESS.

the OUTCOME.

OK NOW ITS SIMON'S TURN.

YAY!! we FINALLY GOT HIM!!!

ok now for the candid shots =)

yea like josephine said: the twisted feeling in my gut knowing that this might be the last time we are doing this. yea totally agree.

hey friends on things always for sure if one day we don't have such times again please make time for this cause the spirit of 5 will NEVER be broken!!!

P.S sorry for the super long wait for this post.

2008-09-06T21:55:00.002+08:00

lol its been a long long time since i have taken any pictures =)

hmms i want go ubin and play sand hahas

then i want to go to nus and play again
you should get what i mean =)

till then friend =)

hahas wednesday went to cp with ling to eat then found out ya kun never open =(

so we go mac

hahas

results are not promising =(

i MUST do this

i will be Usain Bolt for once and sprint like i have never done before =)

2008-08-30T23:20:00.002+08:00

yo all hahas blogging friday's post =)

FINALLY

i have sung my heart out infront of a 1000 strong crowd and got what i wanna =)

a HECK lot of cheers

thanks guys all you people who supported me =)

mom for getting the right clothes for me

and dear and friends who cheered and clapped for me

oh yes boon how!!! punk man!!!

i was trembling like 80% of the time hahas

shaked miss widayah's hand cause she was the nearest to me

wad else??

hmmms oh yes the teachers keep saying i got good voice hhaas

ok lah still good enough to sing =P

hahas

oh well

next week is the holidays

played bball wit ling~ hahas

then ate mac hahas

then saturday i had tuition lols

then after tuition went to marina square

guess who i saw!!!

cheryl kang hahas in her auntie clothings -_-

hahas next time i call her aunty kang =P

and joshua you say you will come you never come at all =(

i v sad lor=(

2008-08-28T22:47:00.003+08:00

the unexpcted had happen

1) we are back to five =(
2) i am going to sing on teacher's day!!! =)
3) joshua not singing le =(
4) wow account locked by uncle cause of mom and aunt =(

but above all =))))

its 1st year ling

thank you for the love you had shared with me =)

muacks and love you lots!!!

don't forget friday got date wit me wor!!! hahas

and to bros and sis we will nver be apart anymore 5 will be 5 forever =)

2008-08-13T21:17:00.002+08:00

new skin added...

enjoy =)

1st start is abt me

2nd star is post

3rd star is miscellaneous

2008-08-12T21:02:00.002+08:00

heng arh today i damn lucky although someone didn't say good luck to me hahas
don't need your luck anyway...

B3 hahas!!! then oral distinction!!! wohoo!!!!

hahas so A1 looks d a n g e r o u s l y close!!!

hahas then later got oral hohos damn lucky

the photo is obviously photoshop-ed

hahas stupid ball

group 2111 is the best rawk on!!!

oh yes i talked about my grandma !!!

cool ain't i?

hahas anyway enough of the self praise

should be retaking the chinese Os so better do well and get an A1 hahas

i don't want Banana,Apple will do =)

cannot eat 2 apples so i will be happy with 1

today i played soccer in the rain then went home hahas me and junming thrash samuel and jun jie!!! hahas lols damn fun lah hahas 4 sets

ok off to bath and FNN-ing hahas byes!!

2008-08-09T11:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!!!

Weee!!!!

hahas
yesterday went to icez pool bar wit the six of us and wei ben chon beng(dad)
and yong chyn (grandsunny)

played for 5 hours hahas end up no money pay ....

lols lucky josephine bring extra or not....

we can stay there sweep floor wash plates

ans josephine won't get her ez-link back hahas

i must say i am quite good for a beginner

same like simon and dom hahas

samuel very smart

play one hour run away...

hahas

anyway, things will get better don't worry yea?

hahas gerald yesterday wear until like go song kar hahas

went home after that then very tired so had a early night hahas

going to catch the fireworks today !!! =D

2008-08-04T13:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday i damn happy hahas

for 6months i have been waiting for the day

the 6 of us come back together!!!

omg hahas nearly cried hahas

so brothers treasure it and don't let it go!!!

hahas

today i found out something!!!

i say something bad about some fat people in class and samuel defended her!!!

OMG

i sense love in the air hahas jkjk!!!

2008-07-29T22:47:00.003+08:00

So much for my happy ending

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were dead

So much for my happy ending

Yes yes this was palgarised its from avril lavigne, My Happy Ending and yes babe, you are all that i want for my happy ending =)

happy anniversary, ling =)

its 11th month! muacks =)

but i still making your pressie!!!

hahas will take a while tho =)

ok the congratulatory note is also 2 days late!!!

hahas hope you appreciate k??

love you@@@

but got some in the song is wrong wrong so not all for you hehes!!!

2008-07-25T22:17:00.003+08:00

today i played bball with samuel boon shaun khairul wilson hs and relief teacher hahas boon shaun and teacher and me made a great team!!! i scored three out of 10 of the teams goals i think the rest was boon and shaun and teacher!!! khai groped me!!! hmph pervert!!! hahas

today darling made a chocolate cake for me for 11th month hahas thanks darling we will go on and on!!! hahas you are my sunshine!!! muacks!!!

so nice!!!

hahas nothing much to talk abt today ahyway i gtg now byes!!!

2008-07-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

ever since that thing happened

life has never been the same

i don't know if getting emo suddenly helps

but thats what i am doing so if i sleep in class or what

i am just sick and heart broken

there is no more smile on my face guys and thats until things get better

leave me alone k?

i am not going to blame you

just leave me alone

time will heal everything

weird things happened today

my mind just flashed backed

1i, 2g, 3f, npcc chalets that i have went to

trips, malacca su zhou

thinking back at the really fun times we had

i really wish i could stay at those times forever

when every one was just happy together

you know?

really happy playing playing and playing

if anyone allows i will stay there forever

just living day by day with the people who were them

in the old classes

just having fun together like we did before

how i feel now is just rubbish

and thats the only apt word to describe it

rubbish.

my life is rubbish too

if not for her and my friends and family

i would have been gone long ago

and anyone know what is the happiest thing in my life?

yes

its when i had friends like josephine simon gerald samuel dominic and druga and many more

and when i got her, ying²

those were the happiest moments in my life

but i have blown it

myself

i am to be blamed for everything

ya

i was just not tactful enough

but i too deserve a second chance don't i?

it would be super unfair for me to just end everything like that

the mutual trust that has been built for so long

i really cannot take another one of these

cause losing a friend is as good as sending them to the gallows and never seeing them again

i don't want that and all this

broken and breaking stuff

its tearing me apart

just feel like crying when i think about it

you know?

like really cry your heart out kind

i don't know.

how you feel druga

i know you still care

but give me a chance

please.

now i hope i offend you no more writing this on my blog

if its does

i will be most willing to take it off straight away

i promise

those things i said in my previous post was just anger and a hurt ego

like you too

so why can't you just forget?

i am in no position to say anymore things cause ii don't have any power to do anything

whether you want to reconcile is your choice i have no say

but i believe you are not such a person and if you are then

lets all hope time will heal the wounds

for the last time

thanks for everything =)

2008-07-18T23:39:00.002+08:00

bygones are already bygones and i will not remove that post cause its what i have wanted to say

fake or not fake that is up to you to decide

cause i don't have the power to change anything

i don't know what are you trying to get at too

but i just know what i am trying to get at,

change.

thanks for being a friend.

2008-07-15T23:00:00.002+08:00

whatever happened in the past week and few days, i don't want to go on rambling on it anymore

really

i don't know what is happening to me

i really want to know

what the hell is happening to me

all this unconcentration in class

and everything i making me sick

HP is gone too

thanks to mr arasu

anyway friend,

everything i want to say i have said its now up to you to decide if we are still

good/ best/ normal friends

i don't have the power to decide anything

whatever the case

bear in mind your friends will never leave you alone

suffering, really anything just tell or say out

you will feel better anyway

serious

maybe we might not be able to help

but at least you have let some of it off your chest

so friend,

hope you are not angry with me anymore

ya thats all

P.S: friends are the only idiots willing to wait on you for anything
friends are also the only idiots who will give more than they ask for
friends are like marbles clear of their minds and telling their friends what are their problems
and friends are the ones who will never leave your side when you are in DEEP SHIT

2008-07-10T21:06:00.007+08:00

today nothing happened and yes i am lying...

sorry abt what i posted

guess i will have top remove it like josephine did the last time...

guess you can never thake what i have said

guess we can never be the friends we used to be

and whatever the reason you are saying you were angry with me

geez... i think its just accepting what a friend is like

2008-07-09T21:33:00.004+08:00

has been 4 days guys hahas

my viewwometer has been going up hahas leave me some tag even if you don't know me =)
(comments ??)

well last few days have been crappy

watched hancock!!!

great movie

actually hancock does not like peoople calling him asshole =)

so don't!!!

hahas

headache the next day didn't go to school

my rouge is now 55!!!

15 lvls to 70!!!

shall not play so much now tho =)

hahas oh yes people

my neighbour has moved out

byes byes to them

pics i took this week

quite lames ones

well

123456789!!! hahs random stuff =0

hehes i look stupid...

ok time to work so shan't blog anymore =(

2008-07-05T12:55:00.007+08:00

heyo people hahas joshua ask me update so i update hahas school reopen le!!!
very boring trip to bottle tree park !!! booo!!!!

took a picture tho

played some stupid gaames....
hahas

then it was wednesday my cousin made a mask look!!!

i look like a spartan!!! rawr!!!

hahas then i had pepper with aunt and cousins after that i felt giddy
not very nice i tot...

now!!! exclusive picture!!! i think i will be killed the next day if i show this!!!
tada!!

behold its.....!!!! shhh~

on saturday mom's bdae i want to leave the house....
sorry mom
i was screaming and crying for an hour i think telling her everything i wanted to tell her =(
after that we both agreed to change
thanks mom =)

monday nothing much then
hahas i finally finished my destiny on wed some pics +)

hahas nice model kit =)

then friday had youth day tried to tie mr kuan up oh yes went to parliament house on thursday too =)
i also broke a test tube on wednesday hahas so one test tube away from 2 that kimberly broke =)

say darling play soccer on friday hahas girls play soccer also very rough de hahas then after that grouped studies with druga and pei qi later dru walk me to cp then she kept insulting me boo hoo hoo hahas but nvm next time i say her back thanks druga anyway!!!

todays satuday hahas doing fnn and blogging then no more to say liao hahas byes!!!

2008-06-21T23:18:00.016+08:00

It has been 11 days hahas think i really can't keep up with the pace of those hardcore bloggers hahas

oh well the whole week aunt was away i had been studying and playing hahas no doubts about that :)

did a mock practical but didn't capture any pic hahas mom's boss said it was nice so still ok lah

hahas one week passed and aunt came back grand dad bought kung fu panda clothes for me hahas i love it!!! will put a pic of it soon =) ohh nono i have one that i am wearing-)

ohh one pic for show look!!!

little cousin!!! hahas

so went to tuition hahas then saw a cockroach in the damn fish tank!!!
but of course there is no water lah hahas...

look cockroach!! ahhh!!

took a pic of myself hahas look!!

i look slimmer in the mirror tho hahas

ok so it was monday already hahas went to pic my other 2 little cousins hahas sara and evan hahas i was babysitting evan hahas hes one cute boy!!!

look it evan!! hahas hes with the cube too!!! hes smiling at me!! *cheers*!!!

he can drink water himself already!! hahas

ok that day i also had practical hmms got nice food!!! teacher say i did the best for this one!!! hahas oh well of course i did well!!! hahas some pics

hahas nice food!!! and look it khairul and heess!!! woops!!!

hohos kk so then it was wednesday hahas kk wednesday exciting hahas went out with druga and josephine hahas to pulau Ubin!!! hahas actually ask joshua go but he ps.... so wait wait wait until damn late then we go...

took lots of pics!!! hohos and one vid very funny one!!! hahas

buay song arh?? its a hermit crab look!!! poor planty=(

look its the shadows!!! us pointing middle finger

new style of taking pics... o_0

emoing don't disturb....

this is the video i have been talking about!!! hahas

now the nicer pic hahas

hahas group photo and a starfish then later we all emo....
cause waiting for joshua....

now the jumppers!~!

failed attempts...

now...

they are flying!!! hahas

now its group jump!!!

failed attempts again...

now

flying again!!!

hahas now its squats

nice?? hahas

more pic at ubin hahas

poor tree!! hahas and we saw OBS peeps!!! hahas and the grp pics =)

finally we going home hahas oh yes ubin is a place where time stalls look

and it stays like that hahas

after that had lunch at changi beach hahas then went to watch the hulk!!!

very nice show hahas burce and elizabeth wanted to ... but bruce said he don't wanna get too excite hahas oh yes very nice graphics and iron man will be inside in the 3rd sequel!!! hahas shall not disclose anymore hahas

kk now its ending hahas my post anyway the last few days of hols is crap hahas maths tuition teacher praised me tho hahas =) i am all smiles!!! hahas kk tomorrow its school so byes!!!

2008-06-10T11:21:00.005+08:00

it has been four days since i blogged...

last few days have been very slacky... all the enrichment and stufff... chemistry was fun thought.. has lots of chem expriments and all the reactions were uber colourful =0 like me!!! hahas

took some picts hahas hope they help =)

chemicals of all colours!!!

the first one is copper (II) sulphate the second one is iron (II) chloride

this is my favourite its some lead nitrate sutff hahas and its yellow!!!

you can see she is trying super hard not to burn herself

same clothes and bag!!!

did some sushi on the 6 oof june hahas quite nice=)

aunt and familiy went off to malaysia so left me bro and gramps hahas satying at gramps house for the time being!!! hahas

and oh!! i forgot went for geo challenge sadly we didn't get in... alll soaked and drenched lost my dearest wallet too... cried and emoed for awhile so better now =) and oh the vid got in to the top 15 hahas judges personal favourite but due to our noisyness nobody voted for us... desmond insulted too many groups... hais in the end the wining team was RGS... second win in a row hahas gratz to them=)

WOW!!! i got the sword i wanted in world of warcraft hahas so happy=)

went fot tuition on sunday as usual... did this

rrawww!!! gggrrr!!! its the cloth worm!!! hahas

dead bored these few days hahas oh i am going to collect my gundam soon!!! will put pics of it on blog =)

and the fear that gripped me for so long as been dispelled=)

ok so i shall end here hahas anyway monday was not very fun...

and if i really hurt you alot i am really sorry i am just addicted to the comp.. if you don't like it just leave me alone... sorry =(

2008-06-03T08:54:00.007+08:00

hohos today is the 3rd so i have to blog for 1st and 2nd hahas kk so 1st first

1st of june
today was sunday supposed to go for steamboat with cell but then later went for wedding dinner too pictures of the place very nice this is the fist time i wore something formal!!!

bro and mom- me and mom - swimming pool!!!

push!! there!!! fire exit...

positive chocolate~ negative chocolate~

the city lights!! very nice decorations weeding cake!!!

cake and decos in negative!!!

-this little boy is a ninja to be -negative flowers

our table finished the food fastest hahas then we talked very loud hahas anyway it was a wedding hahas then went home sweet home and sleep

2nd of june

had chem lessons played with chemicals hahas the sotong (Kimberly) broke her second testube...
druga reborn her hair and darling was angry with me for 5 hours and 44 mins but then later nothing le hahas then we happy happy again took some pics hohos

all these people nvr think you know!! one trying to drink chemicals another one trying to pour it on the floor another one hold and twirl twirl then the last one think its very funny but.....

its nothing compared to a sotong who broke two testubes!!! hohos

after chem we had a talk by mrs yoga before that saw brandon and simon and dominic and wei kit hahas wei kit ask me do the 5 x 5 rubiks cube hahas then simon grab me and dom and bradon whack me!!! hahas then yong chyn and dad (chon beng also hit me!!! boo hoo hoo
hahas brandon's name tag no name one... its just CHEONG hahas
then simon next time going to get a cue stick in his mouth and dom is going to get one up his ***
hahas mrs yoga talk about dreams and goals hais i have many dreams but cannot pick my self up to work towards it ...h ow??

2008-05-31T17:53:00.005+08:00

ok today is the 31 i shall blog for the pass three days

hohos on the 29 hmms
no much happened hahas
took some pictures with hadfiz !! very lovely!!! hohos

-hadfiz gave me a flower!!! -marry me ok?
that was during geog lesson hahas

then went for fnn sat with darling hahas then made her angry cause i keep playin boo hoos sorry darling!!! then went home and did fnn and slept...

30 of may

hahas today i was late for history i gave the excuse that i had stomach ache hahas then later played soccer scored with my left leg for the first time... everyone was dumb founded hahas later the 4j people come play don't know they is play soccer or trying to injure people... keep kicking legs one... i tot i improved slightly hahs then later was racist match hahas i scored again!!!
then was geog map reading accidentally made druga angry hahas today is her birthday!! happy birthday dru!! one year more mature hohos after that mr tay talked to me... i felt so sad... really repentant...
olay people de hahas went for fnn again hahas first time i felt so happy with my work hahas then need to hand my stuff in on the 31st which is today hahs

31st may

mom and dad went to work so i slacked in the morning hahas listened to superstar for the whole morning it was by lupe fiasco nice song hahas did my fnn till just now i stopped hahas darling is now at aunt's house hahs i miss her!!!

and that will not happen!!! hahas just remind myself

2008-05-28T23:26:00.008+08:00

today is the 28 of may hahas only need to go to school at 2 then the whole morning i play WOW...
hias anyway then FNN wait for teacher very long ... sat beside darling!!! hahas then we talked alot hahas then found out hui jin like to watch spongebob porn... lols

-pei qi is walking home ...

-this is sick!!! -same ice cream!!!!

-stare wad??? - the whole road to druga hohos...

then walked to bustop and saw ...

the girl who likes spongebob porn!!!

i irritate her hahas

she asked for it!! blackie!!! nono brownie

leaves!!!

new theory for me hahas i will sacrifice any leaves in order to get the yellow ones out then put back to the surrounding to let it grow... lols!!!

hahas blog until here hope that does not happen and as a matter of fact.. will not... hohos
ok byes not much to say today...

renovations completed!!!

2008-05-28T00:21:00.001+08:00

just finish my renovations finally!!! kudos to Druga help me the first part hohos feel free to look around!!! bye!!!

BELIEVED IN A MyRICLE

Deary blog

2008-05-27T22:37:00.019+08:00

Will post for the past three days hahas will start with sunday~
Sunday 25 may~
OMG woke up early for bball again then one bunch of people come snatch my court....
after that went to look for teacher at about 4 hahas i was wearing some gay shit a pink with my trusty handbag hoho lao shi saw me then she laugh hahas then went to chelsea house to study... woah her house arh is like finiding a needle in a haystack lor soo difficult to find hahas her brother siao siao one... hahas keep disturbing us took some picts see!!

hoho my phone cannot take everything

some houses i saw on the way hohos

the things i saw there!!

Woah i must say the place chelsea lives in has lots of facilities hohos!!!
then later i tried to stand on this rock hahas at a koi pond nearly fell inside hahas
ask josephine wad happen hahas she saw!!!

nearly fell in hohos

also saw this unused kiddy ride outside her house

hahas this is the kiddy ride i was talking about!!!

after evrything lao shi prayed for us hahas then walk to heartland mall thereafter two girls con me for ice cream!!! hahas lols then my mother even fetch the con womEn home hahas jkjk they were josaphine and yun yu hahas

then i also tried to talk to qi ming hahas i know maybe i insult you last time hope you forgive me and be my friend hoho.

then the day ended hahas tomorrow was mt O lvls!!!

Monday 26 may~

O levels!!! MT!!!

hahas was quite ok for paper 1 then paper 2 also not problem
might wanna retake if grades are not satisfactory hahas after that my darling say her arm got frost bite cause in the stupid air con hall for too long hahas then i say don't have she say have...
then i say orh hahas
Mrs yoga called some students out... not because they were smart ... but because they did badly for the MYEs... and i was one of them.... talk one whole load of .... then can go....

waited for druga to go play pool in the end nvr go she say want go home hahas

then went home and wanted to play bball so call darling play with me end up nvr play hahas only walk walk then send her home hahas took a picture with her:

both of us make a great pair!!!

then later at home don't need to study so GY call me play runescape so i try wah play awhile... still think WOW is the best!!! so went to play wow hahas still miss you guys also wor the ppl then go malaysia hahas. then tomorrow got mock exam paper and shooting competition...

Tuesday 27 may~
hohos 9 months le darling love you lots hope will still carry on us being together!!!
some pict she sent me last time with elmo!!! my darling very pretty de only me not handsome...

hohos shes the cutest!!! like that hug elmo later he die O.0??

today got some stupid mock math paper lols like it will help liddat.... paper after paper after paper you teachers really think that will help?? anyway i was so angry i just handed in a blank paper... lols...

then later got shooting comp hahas very sad maybe because not really prepared so did shoot very well hahas anyways had funny marching out hahas all of us were palying afool lor hahas then got scolded my mr Sara hais... oh yes~ there was thie damn funny ho keep saying that sir CK like miss leow then ask miss leow don't eat up all the food shhhh!!! hahas then another sir say sir Ck iis a HANGMAN!!! lols!!! took pictures with bro and sis hahas the stupid bus keep jerking cannot take properly hahas

ahh don't grab me!!!! point point disappeared for awhile hahas

and back again!!! disappear again O.O make cute face then simon don't want...

woops best picture of the day!! AWWW crap!!! Boots of brothers and sister

move a muscle and we will kill you!!!

had lots of fun then changed and when home hahas just now talked to dru hahas her mother talk to me hahas tell me i cannot angry with my mother very true k!! hais but sometimes she scold me i don't like hahas anyways its late hahas till next time!!!

another funny day

2008-05-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

today is the 24 of may... lols still very frustrated with my results then i shall talk about 23 first cause i nver blog yesterday... hahas yesterday very funny... teacher suddenly come back to teach us hahas wah then i very funny i go XL with boon how then he say he donno whether to laught with me or to beat me up hahas of course laugh with me lah i am you good friend lei hahas after that clean class... lols then teacher say only 6 ppl don't need see parents and she was one of them... so envious hahas but of course i happy for her lah she my darling lei hahas way to go man!!! for her and myself hahas i shall do my best for o level on monday!!! hahas then after school druga and josephine ask me go makan hahas we go mos burger makan then i eat beef burger hahas then druga also eat beef lei!!! i am not being racist here but i tot indians shouldn't be eating beef??? nevertheless... she ate beef... hahas lol!!! then josephine eat beef also hahas all eat beef then later i still not full so i eat one more chicken burger wah damn sian lor i in school my dear bag the strap break then i need to carry like handbag hahas... make me look like a girl... but at least i look good even if i look like a girl hahas then after that i was holding my cube hahas then alot of ppl look at me again hahas then i was thinking whether they looking at me or the cube hahas maybe its me?? hahas or both hahas or just the cube?? =( hahas then very funny stephanie call josephine ask her help take books then later she call and say she take le then i was like woah so fast?? hahas then later i very stupid i walk walk then want to msg GY then found out my phone missing guess who took it??? the two girls wah lao i scared until i nearly peed in my pant the two idiot stand down there and laugh wah!!!! hahas then nvm i later go back school then we go library study hahas then the worst thing is rain so all the boys come in they melvin take one dictionary and show us the chinese meaning of the F word hahas and you know wad is it?? its roll your mother egg hahas!!! wah lao i laugh until i nearly want to roll on the floor then the people sitting beside us tot we siao one hahas see i point to it hahas!!!

hahas after that we call lao shi come teach us chinese hahas so funny lor we prayed for god to touch us hahas althought i didn't really felt his presence hahas but i noe he would be behind me hahas so later when we study got one wear red shirt girl come ask teacher about chinese didn't want to see her so i told josephine that we both go buy drinks hahas that time druga go home le hahas then wait until the girl left hahas then i go back inside hahas i very jialat i cannot finish one compo in 2 hour.... lols i think i going to die... then later the librarian come tell us the library closing then lao shi give her the fakest smile i ever saw in the world wah lao soo funny lor hahas then later go out lao shi conficate my cube hahas of course is i gib her myself lah hahas i so guai hahas then told lao shi i want to be a photographer then she say its ok but then need to build up profile... wah sianz lor... the after that saw sak and nisa then they say i damn gay carry the bag hahas then still nvm so me and sister walkt to bustop then i stupid go try climb a ledge end up my pants tear so damn paisei hahas then need to walk like got no balls !! lol!!! hahas then later me sister and yun yu go find lao shi at hougang mac wah keep joking lor hahas but also got study lah hahas tehn still study until 1.... wah i reah home i just see my bed then piak then i sleep liao hahas then tomorrow morining which is today hahas i decided i shall lose some weight too so go play bball hahas then my bro damn rough lor hahas then later i run around the court hahas after that go eat chicken rice with my gramps and auntie hahas at toa payoh hahas the my grandfather very funny my aunt ask him bring my grandmother into the toilet in one chicken rice store actually we not eating there de he go tell the waitress we need table for nine hahas later he realise it was wrong then he quickly run out hahas the ask my mother go in and bring my grand mother out hahas so funny hohos the afther eat finish we go to my mom's manager;s house her name call auntie helen then go see her puppy called babe hahas soooooo cute lor then she won't bite de just nibble at my hand hahas then seem to like me alot hahas maybe because she know i handsome hahas JKJK!!! hahasthen so later go home and then start my MT intensive wah study sutdy until one friend msg me say he want kill him self wah i so scraed lor quickly tell him don't walh heng arh hes modmad my punching bag!!!! hahas so i cannot lose him way to go good friend!!! hahas then later study until about 8 9 o clock my mother go buy food then eat hahas so now i still in intensive hahas o yes i have decided that i will try to take nice pictures during the holidays hhas and thats all hehes

Today...

2008-05-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

today i am so frustrated... i don't noe what am i heading for one part of me want to take photos for life and the other part of me hopes to get me killed in some lab experiments in the lab... hais today in chinese intensive... stupid people make so much noise... then the girls in my class all those super noisy ones keep screaming and shouting like ****.... wah then me and shawn and boonhow and samuel keep going outside to spar then one part i just hold shaun with one hand hahas so proud lor!!! later me zhong wei and junming and samuel go out cause too noisy then we sit outside like some beggars hahas ... hahas hais but i don't beat my friends de so no worries i won't kill him anytime soon hahas. then today the GY finally msg me hahas he stupid la go play with password on his phone then lock it... kudos to you!!! hahas, thanks for everything bros/siss hahas thanks for the encouragement i really appreciated it hahas i am also going for shooting com ... miss leow don't even know i got 88/90 for my marksman... good for her to know now hahas...

WHY?

2008-05-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

Omg... today is a really sad day i found out that i have only passed 2 subjects... how to caryy on like that?? i also don't know... everyone else including her is getting better but i am not. druga did superbly well for her geog and only failed her maths... my brother got As for all his subjects and my friend got second in class for his history... WTh? what have i been doing? sleeping overnight and just forgeting about everything... when i think about it i just want to let it out in tears. why put me through this? constant torture and everything. when everyone including the ones you love and adore is getting better but not you. simon didn't fail even one, josephine failed one, dominic three, samuel 4 and the worse of the lot me, i failed 5 subjects. why think about moving on when i cannot get the basics done right? just hope to end my life sometimes like just put a gun in my head and get it over with but there are too many things, promises and promises that i have never fulfilled everyone has put lots of hope on me and i just keep failing them WHY? when i think of people who always play and still get good grades i feel so unhappy... why can i just be like them? i don't noe anyway i have myself to blame... lazing around... hope things get better cause i really want to do something good in my life make the people i love in time to come happy and buy them whatever they want. thats all i hope for, well... i really hope to stay there in the island and not go anywhere but everyone has to face it. yea... maybe one day this will get better and i can move on smoothly in life...

"REDANG"!!!

2008-05-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

Woah just came back from an island in malaysia like 14 hours away from singapore hahas cause mom got company outing then just finish MYE so go together hahas brought all my cube there ok!!! hahas the 5x5 4x4 and my favourite 3x3, hahas favorite cause i can solve the fastest lor
hahas on the bus sat at the back ate lots of titbits and sweets hahas then 10 o clock then go on the bus then next morning then reach lor!!! at like 9??

-mom and dad!!! -mom and me -bro back view

then i reach the shore i think total got abt hmmms 25 ppl go then only got like 6 is pri 6 to sec 4 hahas of course i oldest lah can? hahas then we sit on bumpy boat to the island so called "redang" hahas actually its not redang its called perhentian island then stay in the bubbles beach resort hahas all my mother the company people are one fun bunch all like to talk rubbish....

mom's boss (very nice and funny lady)

hahas lol then first day we change then go waddle in the sea hahas wah liu so many sea cucumber hahas scare the s*** out of me lor hahs then got briefing then we go mock snorkeling around the island hahas see nemo and anemone ??? hahas then got colourful fish then our "tour guide" from UK de ok !!! don't play play he is called chris then 19 years old very handsome de hahas then we go see fish fish then later guess wad!!! we play soccer on the beach wah then my leg below actually got cut by glass de lor hahas but still play like nobody business hahas then got one uncle call francis very tall then he carry me !!! imagine carrying some 60 kg ppl??? hahas very strong my father try but the cannnot i beat him!!! hahas then we play beach volley ball

-the winners!!! -the loser!!!-booo!!!

very fun lor got one jie jie call boon pei then stand down there keep saying ball cannnot reach her so my daddy go hit to her but then she cannot catch... hahas lol she somemore wear bikini then look very funny...?? hahas my mama say take pic with her show my girlfriend hahas so no choice take pic with her hahas then my father serve the ball in the beach volleyball game then we win in straight shots ok!!! hahas 15-1??

eh pass to me lei!!! -ok give you - i cannot reach!!!- don't look i was forced to!!

hahas yeah then they go bury me in sand then make some funny thing on me hahas done by my mama the boss hahas so obscene lor!!! then the sand very heavy i cannot come out but in the end still can hahas lols then we eat dinner then at the table keep playing rubiks cube then ppl like never see me play before hahas then start to talk to guan yu hahas the we play rubiks cube together hahas damn cool the foo ok lah not too the bad the manaher call hadrick hahas very nice guy also very handsome then all the aunties want his number hahas LOL!!! woops don't have his photo hohos

then later go my room play psp and listen music until late late hahas wah so shiok lor hahas love it man then outside the ppl play majong non stop de hahas they also talk to us abt turtles hmmms got 7 species and only 5 can be found in malaysia then only 4 will lay eggs in malaysia's shores hahas then if tail long is male then tail short is female hahas so funny de lors then later playing cube halfway one auntie ask me"perform" for her kids hahas i felt soooo proud hahas then at night go sleep damn cold brrrrr....

hahas then next morning 9 have to wake up all the face sian sian hahas then we go 3 places snorkelling first is coral garden then go turtle bay the go shark point-something like that hhas turtle bay very funny call turtle bay but only saw 2-3 turtles .... hahas but then shark point me and GY saw alot of sharks lor hahas very nick the chris guy say the shark is vegetarian...

the one on the right is chris!!

hahas i think so lor they like never eat fish de hahas afther that go back to the beach hahaa then build sand castle with bro and GY very funny lor the wave come all also bye bye hahas then later we go dig a pit then can sit the 3 of us .after tat we go kayaking witht GY my bro my mama boss and the two girls hahas very funny my bro alwya lagging behind the two girls paddling always not syncronised then very funny hahas then only me and GY in front hahas but not go very far lah only around the beach then later tired so want to go back to shore then say our pit kena destroyed by some ppl wah then tell them they still go put more sand inside then give up nvm hahas then later give my kayak to another person then take GY's kayak aroung then actually want to rock the two girls the boat but the very paisei later they capsize then very troublesome hahas so i just hold there and just keep screaming cause i scared touch SEA CUCUMBER!!! ARRGHH hahas then later they all say don't want kayak le so all the kayak bring up hahas then all the ppl all nua nua no strength end up i am the one keep carrying kayaks here and there wah hahs but nvm as long as my kayak in the watter can le hahas then later tea break the the stupid air con keep tripping i sweat until like i just bath like that hahas then later i saw on ant hahas so long see arh ------ so long you know then i quickly kill it wah hahas then go his room first then try to open the stupid locker hahas then i angry i go wack it lor hahas but also no use de also never open hoho then he no choice just go my room then later jiu stay in the room le until dinner

-this is gy!!! - hohos ok ready to go -and gone...
going to snorkelling
then go out eat then every where we go me and GY always bring the cube hahas damn funny lor keep krak karak karak the cube dinner i very good ok!! only eat rice and veggie hahas then play rummy o hahas very diffcult to game lor i very poorthing one game i draw until table no more cards then no choice have to start putting then lose hahas wah second day le then miss my darling so much hahas then later at night we go see turtle lay egg hohos i kena bitten by something then i shriek then evryone look at me hahas so paisei hahas but then see awhile then very bored so go back to the room psp awhile then go sleep le then next morening woke up at 6 wah then need to catch the 830 boat back to the jetty hahas so sad lor wave goodbye to everyone

this is uncle francis (hes crazy de) me and GY

wah wanna cry hahas then later on the boat we play the cube AGAIN hahas then got one uncle very funny see liao then very amazed then my mother jiu take all the the cube show him then i solve one by one hahas so cool man!!! then later reached the jetty then very fuuny we later than the other group but then we arrive first hahas then cut my thumd on a tin can then the bllod like water flow out like taht wah pain pain hahas going back that time sat with GY then listen to music and play cube hahas then sleep wake up sleep wake up hahas then we keep saying jokes after that stop to eat.

my mom explaining how to play it(the cube) family pic~ in the restaurant this two untie very funny one!! hahas auntie joe and auntie carol
eat finish le we go back bus again then later actually wanna blue tooth GY something then saw one KO ADVISORY and one crown prince hahas then later found out the KO advisory is a guy one hahas very curious the crown prince is whos one hahas then on the way back hahas then stop at lots of toilet hahas then the bust jerk like nobody business lor boom boom boom then all the thing drop hahas wah then later my mama damn smart we after yong peng stop then we eat and buy bubble gum she damn zai lor she just put in the plastic bag then just let them scan!! hahas then nothing happened lols then my passport i keep putting in the reader wrong place hahas but lucky i got ic le so never let the person stop hahas so later we on the bus very funny the aunties keep talking about the trip hahas then say don't want to go work lor hahas then they wanna bring majong into the office hhaas the bus allso got problem de suddenly the engine die then lucky don't need push car cause the uncle can start hahas then we reach le hahas go our seperate ways le hahas but really missed the fun hahaas hope got another one of this kind of trips hahas

another boring post (1)

2008-04-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

hey all

just got another boring post hahas finally finished two papers!!! hahas just nice also finished two scenes of the National Geo Challenge hahas really awesome!!! well nothing else to say seriously do i want to join the GOH?? i don't noe... somebody enlighten me please!!!

so long nvr blog le

2008-04-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

Wah my brother and sisters and darling say blog die le so i write something to REVIVE the blog hehes last week very disappointed... no 2nd class no rank... wad is wrong with me?? hais if its not my fault whos fault?? went to sit in the toilet and cry after promotion ceremony... hais then see sakdiyah also cry... then later go for geog meeting also cry... hais then made josaphine angry... on the way home talk to druga talk abt lots of stuff happy and sad well sometimes live has its ups and downs so don't be so sad when nothing is in your way... thanks all for comforting me that day hahas druga desmond ian seraphine amanda and mr tay yea? getting my gundams soon!!! hahas sleepy le so go zzzz...

Today in history!!

2008-04-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

today in history hahas joel had geog lessons and chaired meetings for the prestigious geo challenge!!! hahas well anyway very boring hahas today got bloody 2.4 i came in 66 but then timing still fail... hias then kena gan by english teacher hahas damn!!! hello sharpig not very funny when people get sent out of class pls take a mirror and look at your ass face k? hahas anyway run until going to half dead hahas wah damn hiong win alot of ppl but like still very slow hehes

Gundams!!!

2008-03-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

Today early celebrations for bro's b'dae hahas happy birthday bro!!! then bought a aile stirke MG with him hahas bought a GP01 for myself hahas getting destiny extreme burst by end of april!! hahas love modelling anyone else?? hahas still nobody link me... hais

4.30....

2008-03-28T04:37:00.000+08:00

WAH WTF do my stupid FNN until 4.30 in the morning!!! lols still need to sleep arh??? hahas crap man yesterday just 7 months!!! and wil keep on going!!!
hahas i love you darling !!!
hahas hope by chance you come see my blog then talk to me back hahas

MY NEW BLOG!!

2008-03-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps i just started my new blog hahas will be doing major renovations but please link me!!! hahas